Tidbits from Lauttasaari

Last night they rolled in. You thought the chaos could not get any worse. You were wrong. Late into the night huge machines made the earth shook. Everywhere the smell of machinery. Of transition. And they all come at once. It is not beyond them to compete over which can arrange the most trouble. And i wonder. When will it stop?

It was a deal too good to be true so I had to cave in. I knew from the start we had somewhere else to go but then again I wasn't sure where.  Therefore I opened my book and had another look. In my  book  there are many things. To find the final destination is not one of them.  This bothered me no end until I realised I could not have pinpointed the end destination anyway. I was lost lost for words, lost for direction, lost to the world. Now ordinarily this would have been a downer. But not today. I had a feeling something would come out of this, something I could not foresee, as per usual I could not look into the future without my eyes tearing. It must have been the flow that day, I could not feel sad. I looked at all the things we had done, and I was happy. This, I felt, if the ways things should be. If only, I thought. Now, I know how you feel about it. You want something more definite, don't you. Well, I am sorry. This is, after all, my story. I...