Tidbits from Lauttasaari

Night time in Lauttasaari. Wind shaking the last leaves from the trees. Cosy feeling. Where are you and whate are you doing?

Tired, but still standing. I like Atomz Films new his-res format, some of the films are quite good.

Got two words for you. Community. When it is there, even virtually, it is really nice. It gives flavor to the discussion, forces you to hone your arguments, improve your reasoning, and follow up on your ideas. I like finding such a place at Studorg.

Swift strokes, some dashes, and off it goes. To bitspace. Where it is read, and immediately digested, commented, brooded over. Blogs have it wrong (when they are one sided). They simply miss out on the dialogue part. Perhaps creating less noice to usefulness ratio, but at a price.

Strange how these needs to jot it down all comes in droves. One two, and there I am again. Not long things like riverbend. Amazing. Still trying to fit these clothes on - I suppose. Not that long things scare me, they just don't seem to come naturally. some would say this indicates an empty life, devoid of things worth telling, but i have come to think the opposite is just as true. Sometimes you are so busy coping with the "small" things that there is not much time left for discussing it. It's true, i am less depressed now than ten years ago, much due to the fact that there is no time for it. The kids and making food, and working, and cleaning, and sometimes reading a little is just so much.

October came, with wet darkness. The hazedness of tired mornings. Staring at the screen even after work. The prospect of christmas impossibly far away. Through it all. Through and through.