Tidbits from Lauttasaari

well now, every day is not a literal thing. Small steps at a time, as my friend Isabel from Spain always keep saying. And to say7 something for the sake of it, well i confess to doing that a lot. But, oh well i was so much older then. Had so many answers. Were so angry. Now i hope there are still things i DO want to say. Hence this blog. Cheerio. Smile! -J

The white lady came by and wrapped us all in her white sheets. the wind is howling, temperature's dropping, we are heading straight into it. Long dark days with a heave grey overclouded sky, unnatural the way it sucks away all color. No wonder i would like to eat candy all the time, or eat greasy food, or drink. Stimulations desperately needed.

The new year has started well. You know what happened? One day during the christmas holidays i rose up from the sofa, and began doing all those things i thought i should have done the last year but somehow never got around to. I stopped procrastrinating, and just just like that! It was a moment that created flow, and you know what? It keeps going! I made some attempts at new year resolutions, and so far i have held them all. True, it is not far into the new year again, but i can't be bothered, To me this is such an amazing thing. all of a sudden i just seem to get things done. Not like i didn't before, but this is different. i get the hard to do things done, not just the mandatory and the fun ones. and, yeah, i thought i would blog daily, at least something, during 2006, to feel it out. Haven't so far, but this is a start. Have fun out there!! -J