Tidbits from Lauttasaari

atom.  

what did i think today? i thought about the word prayer.

small story updated on larjanko.fotopages.com too sad they add these stupid flashing ads now. have to move soon. hate those ads really hate

below surface.  

diagram of life.  

autumn storm. like living in a cloud outside my window and it feels so cosy you wouldn't believe it. Me and Mr McCabe and Mrs Miller.

stop.  

hmmm. stuck.  

mmm. summer.  

as time passes on some things in life passes by their best-before date. And it becomes time to let go. it can be hard, and it can be easy. man is a creature of habit, and habits can be hard to break. It turns into a circle of comfort, something easy and well-known. So i have maintained some web pages, and some services, for years. I did the magazine for years. and i need to exercise the let-go muscles. it is good to do it. it equals cleaning out your closet of heavy memories. so it turns into a cleansing activity. and pride before fall, how silly i am! to cling to notions of fairness. to expect a fair treatment, som recognition of work done. forget that. it is not forthcoming. so, time to move on.

But damn it feels cold now. And dark. Time for candles. And chai latte. Yummy!

Migrating birds, fog and the sound of landing airplanes fill the sky. It is mid-October.

Intelligent design? had a loong nightly talk about it recently. I still have a hard time believing it, although i agree the question is valid, did we evovle according to current theory? All theory benefits from scrutiny on a regular basis. Whats you take on it?

Ahhh. autumn. i can breathe again, my head is no longer cooking. now if i could only get used to this cold...